- Mixology /
this is the last blog before my 46th birthday. I am so damn blessed I can’t even compile it all in words, podcasts or any other type of format. I’ve tried. every time I want to say thank you world, I am grateful- I forget about something or someone. I pray. of course, I pray. in many religions, in many languages and often too. I just have so much to be grateful for tho. my mind isn’t vast enough, my list is never long enough. or maybe I just continue to find reasons to say thank you. I’m a consistent mf so it is more probable a mixture of both.
roman received his PGA credz and I received Press credz on the same day. we are both succeeding in our journeys. the reality of my solitude is becoming more and more abrupt. he will only be with me a few days next month and then his final year begins. in my alone time, I am working more than ever and working out is more intense. I fuckn love to sweat. I’m obsessed with it. my closet is huge, like a SAKS FIFTH AVENUE- but its beginning to feel like a luxury fitness gear store. in my next home, I am making a custom workout closet. I can see it, I can taste it. I’m most excited for the next phase in my life.
I’ve done three podcasts in four days, the same four days of MIAMI SWIM WEEK. it is safe to assume I haven’t slept much. I met CASH CASH.
the new moon is in LEO. it is my birthday soon, the universe is conspiring in the form of LIONS that shine. ima believer. I always have been. I do good, so I get good. my chart says I’m gonna shine. it also says I’m gonna get married again.
FLY ME TO THE MOON PART 2 speaks of my love life. I cant wait to share with you. it’ll be up this week. the reader was hitting very close to home in her descriptions of my persona and my life. I almost fell out of my chair when she said the phrase “ALL or NOTHING” kinda girl. she was right.
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I love that you read my blogs I really do, but selfishly they are more for me. my collection of thoughts, nuances, memories.
I just don’t want you to miss a thing. you gotta be in it to win it.
thank you for the loyalty throughout my 45th year of life, I can only hope to equal in the next year, the magic that I experienced in the present one.
and if you don’t know, it’s my birthday,
I’m a flexitarian. What are you? I also get a double tall mocha at Starbucks. The way people eat says so much about them. Do you know binge eaters? Do you know rigid dieters that abstain from real life? Who can you turn to for guidance? This is a custom decadent mix of deliciousness custom made by Benny from Naiyara for me. He’s very well balanced too.
- Mixology /
I am always (no matter where or what) amazed and humbled when people read my blog, listen to my podcast, and subscribe to my newsletter. Always. It’s so weird to me that someone would take me or my experience as interesting. I am so grateful. I have been an ambassador for teas, powders, bars, clothes, swimsuits (unreal) and many causes for years. This week I was approached by a national chain to be their brand ambassador. its really huge. why me? I haven’t accepted the position yet as I’m not sure I’m a good fit, but wowza!! what an honor!
I engaged my third Fortune 500 corporation right here in my backyard this week. little Magda, walking into huge buildings with all of the access to culture changing. I am lucky.
I’ve been working out crazy style. I even took a dance class this week. I laughed so hard. it was liberating. my shins responded like when I used to run marathons. my body is not meant for the jumping. I’m explosive but in a static position. #broshelifts
I’ve been running to the ocean more and more as I see a shift in my life quickly approaching. the ocean and the sun have always afforded me clarity.
roman is leaving me very soon. this summer he’s been all over the world. every chance I get I tie him to me. I’m gonna miss him terribly. I’ve been experiencing what life will be without him this summer. it’s unbearably quiet. he is so happy. he’s working, travelling and enthused about his future. I did a great job!
my birthday is nearing but honestly, I’ve been celebrating daily. July is my time to shine. I love cake, happy birthday singing, the anxiety of that date coming and of course the love. I am very loved. what more can you ask for in life?
I’ve decided to use my blog solely as a journal. it really began as a place where I lived and recorded my personal life anyway. as I grew in my career it became a pseudo newsletter hybrid and then as my personal life began to shatter, I took a break. #likeagirl
if you haven’t subscribed to the newsletter- do it! this will be the place that I will be announcing all information on all the cool and new stuff happening in my heart, my closet, my frig and in my world. all companies doing business with me will be shown here and all events upcoming I will be sharing in this form as well.
new age calls for a new approach. let the feels fuel you.
and if you don’t know, I’ve been to over twenty five movies this year,
my dad used to spend nights at a typewriter. the kind you need to punch. he was the fastest in all of the radio and television stations, there were many. the business is a bitch. I remember how much he struggled when computers came out. the one thing he had that was irreplaceable was his talent. you can’t steal that, lose that or fake that. my father was so handsome. that man was a lady killer. I am his only child. I miss him so much it hurts. he NEVER failed me. EVER.
father’s have a tough job. my dad did his job till the end with intention, integrity and class. my father never hit me, only protected me. my father was never late on payments in anyway. my father taught me to respect mankind. I see shit everyday and my skin crawls.
I believe I borrowed some of his ways raising roman. I always encourage my son. I teach him to EARN his way. I am honest with him and he is honest with me. the world comes second to my son.
I think one of the reasons I am fearless is because he always believed in me. he was always on my team, in my corner. the man NEVER betrayed me. he was a role model.
my father was imperfect and I loved him just like that.
on days like today, I hurt. there is no doubt that I am at great loss on holidays but I always remember him and I put my fists up and fight the pain. I find the people that I have faithfully in my life and I love the shit out of them. roman will always be with his father on father’s day, but a piece of him is with me. I am lucky.
my most significant relationships lack the quality in a man I love the most- loyalty!! my father was the most loyal, to a fault. I LOVE THAT QUALITY IN ALL HUMANS!!
my father set the bar too high in showing me that LOVE IS PROTECTION! so grateful to have experienced this kind of love.
and if you don’t know, I miss you papi,