I’m still a rockstar

So funny! I take vitamins in the morning and at night and am in bed by 9:30 every evening. I am still a rock star. I love my age. I love the perspective. I am so proud of what I have done in my life. I haven’t fallen short or behind on any of my goals. I look around and am surrounded by my ideal life. the best part is, I have only just begun.

I meet so many folk every day. I hear things like  “I shoulda, I woulda, I coulda.” I am inclined to believe that those are the ones that don’t.

I am writing my blog today because I will be occupied on Sunday. the water always wins and so does king tide. it is an adult move. it’s like paying bills. I love being an adult.

I remember my last turkey day as a wife and haven’t had a more peaceful one like I did yesterday. my turkey day was free and I was in love. it is magical to be surrounded by love, free (no cost) love.

looking forward to more magic this weekend. 

wishing you the best weekend ever together with the choices you make and the people you choose.

and if you don’t know, so deep,



serotonin overflow


daft punk came out with a new song. I smiled. we love music together. it’s magic. magic is something you make. it’s like love.

I was scared indeed. I’m not anymore. love set me free. love is everywhere. you are spot on!!!  I felt it coming. I couldn’t control it. beauty caught my eye but man the personality stole my heart. energy doesn’t lie. for close to a year, I have been denying love. how stupid am I? experience is the best teacher. WE SHINE WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER. it’s more shine. it’s blinding.

I protect my son from all things negative. I am fierce on this topic. I plan on doing the same with my love. you can see it in me. we were walking side by side, he is gorgeous. he is a man. he was proud. I was too. I felt it coming. people kept asking me, inquiring. I didn’t understand why? I know now, you can see it, in us both. I believe it is in the trust, the sexy binding trust. jeezus is all I could say. jeezus. baby jeezus. I hear the murmur. it’s cute.

he loves will ferrell too. I am very happy to feel like this again. I literally cant stop smiling. I felt it coming.

I feel happy. I am enthused. I am inspired. I felt it coming.

my life is about to do a 360! I am bouncing off of walls happy. I’m coaching more than ever before. I am living life to the fullest more than ever before. my son is healthy and happy. I have SO much to give thanks for. I feel gratitude in boat loads. HAAA! I felt it coming.

IN 41 DAYS THIS YEAR WILL BE HISTORY, I will never forget this year. I found trouble!!!!! what a year! it’s an OH MY GOD!

and if you don’t know, we slay,



fly me to the moon

I love frank. I love elvis. I love when a man loves me. it’s that feeling of being protected, paid for, attended to that floats my boat. when a man says I love you, I worry about you, I am here for you and then shows it!!! wow, that shit moves mountains for me. I really am so flattered in my life right now. I am the oldest I’ll ever be and feel like I am learning how to walk. I am always getting complimented, shown love. it is amazing.

how do I navigate through all of the newness? what do I agree to? I am being very methodical in my choices now. I am lending my energy to the few people that I trust and am working tirelessly. I have moments where I look at the gifts, the flirtation, the propositions and I smile. I am 45!! it’s crazy. it took me a long time to realize that when you are loved, you don’t ever feel sad. I feel like I can climb mountains now.

roman is going to college soon and I am spending more and more time with him. I love to see how grateful, humble and happy he is. I did well. gratitude is one of the sexiest traits any human can own. I imagine how terrible it is to be the parent of an ungrateful soul. or even worse, being ungrateful. yuck!! gratitude is the only attitude for this life.

I had a great weekend. party after party on top of party was my flow. I managed to coach ten clients in between. multitasker!

this year I had so many firsts! I made great memories. I am surrounded by love. I am blessed. I wonder what it’s like to feel differently. I hear my clients describe their lives and my heart aches.

choices is the answer, we make them all day, every day. you are what you choose. you are in love with the people you choose. there is no other definition. choose wisely.

it’s monday and I am late on my blog because I was dancing, watching movies, being great and LOVING all of the people around me. Happy Week lovers!

and if you don’t know, I am a thoroughbred,



in love

I wrote a blog this morning and then erased it. I’m glad I did. I thought about it again while I was with the children and my helper Jen. Jen restored me today. Her presence in my day as a helper glued me back together again. She was honest. She loves yoga. She loves community. This was refreshing.

I spent my day sharing myself with hundreds of children. It makes me so happy to speak with young adults. I wish I could have had more of my own. I am grateful for Roman. He is a real man. It was of urgency to me to know that he is better than commonalities. He is rare.

I went to a wake for a nineteen year old child this weekend together with my son. I realized how important falling apart is. I have been friends with them for close to two decades. I don’t do transition friends. I don’t do flavors. if I call you friend, it is as important as my marriage. I have few. I went to show them strength, instead I cried in her arms. She felt my love.

Suicide is real, it is tragic. I know of four in my life and wonder what it feels like to want to die. I am so happy I have people that love me, miss me, want to be with me. I would never let them down. I love life. I really love my life.

Excuse the brevity of this blog, I have to catch up on sleep. I’m a safe catch.

and if you don’t know, it feels good to be loved,