Clubbing

I am Onnit Certified in Club Bells. I remember wanting to learn years ago. I am so sorry it took me this long to figure it all out. The tool is just like the other iron friends in my home. All of the bells and my mace are together now.

I haven’t slept for about a week. The last half hour of todays certification had me praying in a chant. I haven’t prayed like that since I went to jail. I was dizzy and losing focus. At my right was Grant, my left Marc and in front of  me was April. The man behind me is Niv.  We finished together. What a dream team of power.  Jeezus Christ!

I saw the sun twice this weekend and fell in love. We get closer each time. It’s thrilling to remember what that feels like.

The event was a hit! I gained so much knowledge. I loved all of this experience. It was magic. I feel like I am at my peak on every level. I have more power now in my life than I have ever had before.  the future has never been more unknown than now. I said that thrice on stage. NOW! NOW! NOW!

Halloween is up soon and I am tweaking and tucking the costume. It suits me.

I am exhausted! I am alive. I am happy. Moreover than all of that, I am safe. I love that. Hope your week is overloaded with greatness with those that you love and the ones that love you. 

and if you don’t know, I have never been more in love than I am today,

 

magda

happy anniversary to me

two decades ago I got married. I am lucky. I know what that feels like. I am grateful. the sanctity of marriage is beautiful. not so long ago, a new interest in my life and I discussed sanctifying yourself. I learned something. I am fortunate.

this month has been outrageous. I am having a blast. I’m not kidding! this being single thing is fucking amazing. everywhere I turn is greatness, kindness, romance and I don’t pay for anything. I don’t worry about anything anymore. its freedom.

I only do what makes me happy and I’m only with people that want the same thing for me. I am more careful daily with who I lend my energy to. its precious. he calls me a masterpiece.

what a beautiful week! so much realness in our community showed up. the real players were present. it was uplifting. there was mind, body and soul toys and schools for all of us. I forgot just how many people I really know. I thank God everyday for my life and the few peeps in it.

I had a friend come in from Toronto this week. my friends are ballers. the cream of the crop is the goal in all things. I don’t like common shit. I’d rather starve.

I’m really excited for wednesday and apparently a lot of others are too. how cool is it, that I can better people, help people, lift others just by being. on my knees grateful for that awesome plateful.

a man walked up to me at my new office in Paradigm kitchen and asked me about my blog. I am amazed that people care. this blog began as a love story and now it’s a real love story. thank you for your loyalty.

if you haven’t bought your ticket, you’ll be sorry.

wishing you the baddest always, together with the ones you love and the ones that love you!

and if you don’t know, I am very much in love,

 

magda

greatness

I am overwhelmed with it. I had the bestest weekend ever. I was in miami. it was magic.

my leg is better but it was injured this week. I am so grateful for the love I got. I felt special. I felt cared for. it was new. I am gearing up for https://fitsexyandflawed.splashthat.com/ with an enormous amount of enthusiasm. I am so appreciative of the support I am getting from those that love me. I am lucky. everyone around me is helping me. its also new.

the holidays always make me happy. I am almost done decorating for Halloween. my costume is chosen and all plans are made for this years festivities.  I couldn’t be more excited. I love order. I love consistency. god, am I ever grateful.

I just made potato pancakes. it’s a rush to rosh.

everyday I learn more and more how urgent it is to keep true love around you at all times. my circle is tight, my life is light.

I give energy to those that give it back equally. we share the bill so to speak. its new too.

there is no question, I am learning again. I have a really great pancake maker on my team. I am very grateful.

it’s the moment when you look around you and realize, this is my life. these people are my family. I am in love. its magic.

I speak freely, I don’t believe in holding back how you feel. I hate evasion-its weakness.

and if you don’t know, ill tell you straight to your face,

 

magda

catch that

life is a gift. everyday I see these words. this weekend, I looked at them again and worked out endlessly. I suppose I was doing it because I can. I went to matt right after and was wet. I was soaked. I kept working out to see if it went away. I saw a dead human laying alone on the street. I had never imagined that. I was lucky because I was able to lean on someone. he held me up. how sad to be so unloved that you could die and know one knows. I was filled with apathy. breath is the only thing that kept me moving.  I felt like being healthy would help me. life indeed is precious.

for the past year, I have been really focused on those people around me that love me- I watched closely who came and who left. I have suffocated the ones that stayed with my love and loyalty. people who don’t appreciate you, don’t deserve your breath. the dead man reminded me of this.

the catcher for the marlins, my friend and proud gulliver golfer was killed. he was fishing. he would annually bring monies to the school and a huge smile to my hole. I don’t know what it will feel like without him this year. he went out for tarpon and lobster. I have an enormous respect for those that fish.

paradigm kitchen and tropical vinyasa opened this week in miami beach.  you can find me in both frequently. hell, I might even move there. my rituals seldom change. I have sticktoitiveness on my side. I workout and I eat in the same joints always. my habits are consistent. I believe in this greatly. it’s prolly the secret to my success.  I leave the reinventing to madonna. I like my life as it is and the people in it.  morevover, I like myself.

october is here and I cant believe it. a year has passed.  I travelled, I loved and I lived.

fit, flawed and sexy is coming up and I am really excited. I feel so much support from those that love me. he told me he was proud of me, I almost died. he said the magic words, over and over again. a man that protects what he loves, is a mutha fucka.

the event is looking more and more like a party. I love parties. friends and fam come together to shake miami.

football has taken over miami! I love football and CHEESE!! and maybe a Corona.

have a great rest of september, together with the people you love and the folk that love you back. its important to have all that. RIP JOSE FERNANDEZ.         

 

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and if you don’t know, he couldn’t catch that,

 

magda

enlightened

 

when you imagine something to be true, it’s true. enlightenment is the destroyer of it- of truth. what a week! I haven’t slept, all I am able to do is sweat and work and watch my son evolve into a good man. he is so happy. it makes me happy to see him happy.

every time I lift anything made of iron, or this tiny little body- I wanna hurt shit. I wanna break stuff. I lock, flex, let go. I fuck hard!!! Its my coach, my therapy. I forget I have an audience. I like that.

this week has been brutal and magical. I will be in Chicago again next week. Chicago is beautiful. I’ve been there at least three times and find greatness always. I just wish it wasn’t so dark in the mornings. I am mos def a loyal morning girl- THE ORIGINAL EARLY BIRD. Haaaaaaa! STILL CAN’T FIGURE all OF THE FINE BEAUTIES IN THE CLUB THO? HONESTLY, WHO CARES! The point is, life isnt’t that. life is what you make it. my life is very honest, chasing or being chased thru the DM, snap or instasnap is far from what I want near or around me. every time I get a DM I want to vomit. In this case, I think like “TALES FROM THE CRYPT” that type of communication is inevitably doomed from the start.

I went out this weekend to celebrate the first day of fall. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I had to stop and breathe. I shared it. WOW! I LOVE firsts. It was the first sunrise and farewell to the moon I had ever witnessed simultaneously. it was so close to me, I could feel the burn. I am Larry David in part. I am partly Jewish too.

I am disgusted with what is developing in front of my face daily. I had a long talk with a friend of mine about all of the media becoming a match.com. I see thru the façade of pretense, there is just no other word- disgusting.

Its when you start believing the mind fuck that you are fucked. The people that love you are with you for free. the people that love you are with you. They are not at the end of a machine. Love is the not the sum of a key pad being manipulated. 

Yoga and more yoga, bells and clubs, ropes and money- never fail to engage me. it is very black and white. You get what you give.

Holidays are coming! I love the holidays. The action of being with the folk that love you. So amazing.

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and if you don’t know, perfect, bright white smiles is my thing,

magda